I would always hear about pathetic girls that would get hooked on a guy and plan there whole lives. They would be far into there delusion that they would never even realize that the guy did not love them. I felt bad for them, I really did. I knew that if they moved on they would probably just find someone that would love them and they would not waste their time. But when I was 15 I meet the love of my life. There is no way to explain it or sadly any way to deny it. It pains me that I have to keep it to my self, but i refuse to be pathetic. I am 20 years old now, which means that it has been five years. I still can not deny what i felt and what my heart needs. I have decided to have a secret blog about it because I have to tell someone and lucky for me, you have no idea who I am. This will cover the love and the heart break and the recent dispearance from my life. I hope by writing it down I will come to some type of conclusion, because right now............Its a open book,
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